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Monday, April 2, 2007

2:19 PM

This entry is dedicated to a buddy of mine who doesn't even have a computer at home so i dunno if she will get to read this, but well i know it will still get to her ears somehow right f.r.i.e.n.d.s?

I have this good buddy, she's 23 yrs old this year but she's always like a baby, a very troublesome baby, in my eyes. She is always funny, sometimes kind n alot of times she's not too kind, she used to fight alot and always 'gao sua' people's gf last time, she's bad-tempered especially when she do not have enough sleep, she likes to act like she is not an exhibitionist (JB trip pple shld know why), sometimes she likes old women other times she likes young girls, she is a born actor/actress (whichever applicable), she is my love n hate.

You see, she doesn't have alot of friends, sometimes i oso dun understand why she is my friend and trust me, not many people can stand her (refer to all above + alot more unmentioned) but all n all, we have been blood brothers for more than 7 years n counting. I survived the 7 years becos she has been a true good friend despite constantly giving me troubles n problems that only God can solve. And secretly within me, i've always been proud of her for being a outstanding hairstylist at her age. And I know very well it wasn't easy for her when she started off as an apprentice. She wash hair, sweep floor, serve tea, ta-bao food for hairstylists etc etc.

So to me, she deserved to be where she is n who she is becos she earned it, she earned it within a short span of time becos she is talented n hardworking, able to take hardship n willing to learn with good attitude. She is the stylist who has been messing ard with my hair for the past 3years, she is the stylist who i will go to no matter how broke i am. I've so much trust n confidence in her and I've always thought that she will make it big someday n i believed everybody agrees with me, if not i'm sure at least the BCCs shared what i thought.

Sad to say, i think this buddy of mine totally LOST it. Blood, this has been going on for a few months already. I really dunno what happened to you, but the very least i seriously do hope you know what ur doing. Words of advice, acts of encouragement, mental support, beer sessions, we have given you all that we could n all that we had for the past months but it doesn't seems to help. Do you know how disappointing n heartbreaking it is for me? I really dunno what to do with you anymore n i think i shall stop doing anything until you find yourself again.

Do whatever you want to do as you please, at the end of the day, i do hope you will understand that all that we've done or said is for your own good. But the most importantly thing is, i hope you will realized it before it's too late.

P.S: A, dun worry abt your job thingy, D told me abt it so you won't tio gan i know it's not your fault this time but pls continue your job search ok? i dun wish to have another entry dedicated to you.