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hatred = zero
Saturday, August 23, 2008
10:35 PM
i realized hatred doesn't exist in my dictionary and i think it's a good thing that i spend my time loving than hating. of cos there were alot of times where i've gotten upset, angry, annoyed and irritated by actions of some people but end of day i will get over it, after sprouting all my knnbccbs. hah. i think i came close to hatred before, but after realizing how much energy its eating up on me i decided to give up. it's really quite tiring to hate someone and like wtf, after they did me wrong and im still suppose to suffer becos of them? me is no stupid..
i know this is super random and i dun even know why im writing this entry.. i think i was thinking about someone whom i thought i would not want to think about anymore but it didnt turn out to be what it is..

After getting angry and disgruntled, it all boils down to zero again.. actually i kinda hope i will develop some hatred towards you but it just doesn't seems to work that way.. i always get reminded of the good things that you've done and not the bad things that you've said, like the bad things has never existed. i can even remember your expressions and your smile but mebbe i will forget them after i wake up from my slump in awhile..

it didnt really hit me, i think it was just becos it's been a long time since anyone came this close to my 10 feet wall barrier or it could be that i was just as bored as you were or it could be just me and my silly thoughts of laying down the heavy weapon and shield that i have been carrying all these while.. but then again im quite unsure if i will ever have enough courage to go around without carrying my weapon and shield.

Just like how i was telling a heartbroken friend today, if you want something, make sure you have the best. if you can't have the best then want nothing at all.
we deserve only the finest in life baby.

I think nobody knows what i'm talking about but it's okay, just know that it's 17 days to finest love, friends and family..

Ignorance is bliss
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
10:09 PM
sometimes we inevitably put ourselves in a very vulnerable position, where no amount of words or actions are able to justify it. i always knew that being a bad boy is a much easier character to enact. we really should practise what we preach. good man die much earlier anyways.
fuck it. let's all be bad and die rich. knnbccb.
Ignorance no doubt is bliss.

september love
Saturday, August 2, 2008
12:43 PM
Okays. Actually I wanted to wait till everything is confirmed before posting this but i realized i can no longer contain my eagerness to return to the place where i came from so here it is: IMFUCKINGBRINGINGSEXYBACKINSEPTEMBER! Watch out: 9th Sept to 22nd Sept.

Im beginning to detest and reject the fact that im missing out on so many occasions with all my loves, so this time i decided that i should make it up for 2 BIRTHDAYS. That ah lian on the 10th and that longkang viet kid on the 21st.

I really really need to go back and find my inspirations, get motivated, feel loved and then get back to kiss the camel's ass. Im not kidding, i fucking miss you guys. And I DON'T CARE. I WANT TO HAVE A CHALET! If you need a theme, it's gonna be: AH BENG and AH LIAN! HAHAH! I just enjoy doing the most unglam things with all of you. And honestly, i miss the times when Alac and I have all sorts of ash coloured hair, Drake with her Mohawk, Baobao with her RED hair, Kaew used to be so cool and ham (giggles, kidding lah). Go to madmonks looking so snobbish and fucked up.hah. I think we're really a fucked up group but i just love the way we fuck it up. awesome.

But i dun think its gonna be easy to get together for a 3 days-waste-our-life-away-event.
Kaew, do u think u can go back to Taiwan after the chalet? Baobao n Alac can you all take leave?
Drake, will you be in town? Pau, will you be flying? Vern, will you be at the library?
Okay, if not me and cole will go on a trip to somwehere to be decided laters. hor boy?