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dying child
Friday, June 29, 2007
12:17 PM
I heard some talk is going on on monday, i hope you guys can sit down and talk peacefully. And one word of advice is, our group has a problem so solve it within our group. I dun wish to see anyone else at the talk, you understand me alac? And in case you guys decided to fight, pls think of me. Bear in mind, if punches start flying, it also means almost a decade long friendship goes down to drain. And you guys have no right to allow that to happen becos im the one who put in the most effort. We fought against so many idiots n we were not even scared, but now i feel very very scared.. becos i cannot be there to stop things from happening.. i worked 16 hours yesterday but i couldnt sleep last night.

Today is friday, i hope the 4 of you can spend the next 2 days thinking about what we've went thru and what we've been thru for the last 7 - 10 years.. we practically grew up together. Alac, i understand your pain and agony, but mebbe it's not worth it, not worth it at all. I don't know if you understand what im trying to say here, but i do hope you understand.

Do you guys really love me? if you do, why am i feeling a sting in my heart now. It's unbearable. My brainchild is going to die.