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hatred = zero
Saturday, August 23, 2008
10:35 PM
i realized hatred doesn't exist in my dictionary and i think it's a good thing that i spend my time loving than hating. of cos there were alot of times where i've gotten upset, angry, annoyed and irritated by actions of some people but end of day i will get over it, after sprouting all my knnbccbs. hah. i think i came close to hatred before, but after realizing how much energy its eating up on me i decided to give up. it's really quite tiring to hate someone and like wtf, after they did me wrong and im still suppose to suffer becos of them? me is no stupid..
i know this is super random and i dun even know why im writing this entry.. i think i was thinking about someone whom i thought i would not want to think about anymore but it didnt turn out to be what it is..

After getting angry and disgruntled, it all boils down to zero again.. actually i kinda hope i will develop some hatred towards you but it just doesn't seems to work that way.. i always get reminded of the good things that you've done and not the bad things that you've said, like the bad things has never existed. i can even remember your expressions and your smile but mebbe i will forget them after i wake up from my slump in awhile..

it didnt really hit me, i think it was just becos it's been a long time since anyone came this close to my 10 feet wall barrier or it could be that i was just as bored as you were or it could be just me and my silly thoughts of laying down the heavy weapon and shield that i have been carrying all these while.. but then again im quite unsure if i will ever have enough courage to go around without carrying my weapon and shield.

Just like how i was telling a heartbroken friend today, if you want something, make sure you have the best. if you can't have the best then want nothing at all.
we deserve only the finest in life baby.

I think nobody knows what i'm talking about but it's okay, just know that it's 17 days to finest love, friends and family..